I wish to continue to live. But this does not mean I can do anything I want without consideration for others. Even the deceased.

[ she shakes her head at the question though. it's probably like. idk, just below her collar or something so it's not a big deal. also she doesn't really know the difference because boys don't exist in her world? ]

I am fine with you. I would not want to trouble you to find someone else - and then trouble them.